I Feel Depression Coming…

I’ve gotten to the point now that I can recognize when my depression is coming on. I felt it yesterday and it’s even worse today. It’s hard for me to explain it to anyone who’s never experienced it. It’s a mixture of anger, melancholy and plain irritation and there is no outstanding reason for any of it. It’s up to me to do something once I feel those things coming on, but sometimes I’m not sure what.

This day has NOT started off well and my head has been pounding since I got up. It’s days like this where I just want to stay in bed all day, curl up under the covers and just zone in and out of sleep. Don’t want to HAVE to do anything.

Since that’s not possible, let me not dwell on it. Let’s get this day moving.

Stressed For All the Wrong Reasons

Sometimes I really need an outlet. Don’t get me wrong, I am very blessed, and I thank God for everything He is doing for me, but do you ever just want to scream?!

My puppy has gotten on my last nerve today and even broke something of mine and I am livid. Some might say it’s not a big deal, but I’m a little stressed right now.

It’s not just Moki (my Chorkie). It’s life. It gets this way sometimes. I need some sun. I get like this when I haven’t been out in a few days. (Depression is real, you all).

I’m going to take my own advice and go out. I need to breathe. Thank God for this blog!