Have you ever tried walking in deep sand? When I was in the Army we used to run in it. There is nothing like it. It’s heavy and slow and painful. That’s what living with depression is like.
I wish I could just grab it by the neck and choke the life out of it.
I found this out today. If He has more for you than you can see for yourself, He will not let you settle. I’ve tried to settle for so many things. I’ve had to ask God for forgiveness. If I truly want my life to be blessed I can’t give up. I have to fight..but I thought I WAS fighting….and I was, but I didn’t have Jesus out in front. I was trying to do it all on my own.
I hit a wall. I can’t do it by myself. God forgive me for trying.